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After going over my stream of consciousness the column that has more words would definitely be the happy, loving one. This is not surprising since I do consider myself to be a very happy person and I am content with my life and where it is right now and you can see it from my perspective. I'm very sure if I had written this post a couple of years ago it would be a completely different story. I am aware that I am now happy with my life but that is after resolving many, many issues and letting go of the things and people that hurt me. Even so, I know that some of the words I picked that carry a stressful meaning to them are very strong ones, with strong emotions tied to them; that even in my happy, cheerful life do occasionally affect me greatly.
This is the first time I had done an exercise this extensively. I remember in high school I did something similar but it was only with words, no complete sentences. In a way I felt frustrated because I had such a hard time letting myself go, letting go of my rational side and just write. This was frustrating on a personal level because I used to write a lot in high school and first year of college and lately I haven't and I've missed it. I knew since before this that I had issues "getting out of my brain" but after this exercise I was kind of stricken with how bad it is. I used to have a much better balance between my rational and artistic side and with all the things happening in my life right now I think I lost some of that balance.
This is the first time I had done an exercise this extensively. I remember in high school I did something similar but it was only with words, no complete sentences. In a way I felt frustrated because I had such a hard time letting myself go, letting go of my rational side and just write. This was frustrating on a personal level because I used to write a lot in high school and first year of college and lately I haven't and I've missed it. I knew since before this that I had issues "getting out of my brain" but after this exercise I was kind of stricken with how bad it is. I used to have a much better balance between my rational and artistic side and with all the things happening in my life right now I think I lost some of that balance.
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